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Sunday, May 21, 2006

its been a while since i last blogged

a lot has happened in the past 3 weeks since my last entry

field camp the epitome of BMT has passed

will never forget all those times digging holes to relieve myself

im one of those who had to dig 4 times throughout those 7 days

just cant hold it in....

oh digging those stupid shellscrapes with gloves which were supposed to prevent blisters only left large no of blisters on my righthand

BIC crawling left a large portion of my left albow with a new layer of raw skin...

Live range shooting was alright
just that the waiting time was the killer
same goes for grenade throwing
was darn nervous
so much my pc had to keep telling me to relax

heard the explosions of some c4 due to one or two blinds
much louder than other grendade explosions

niwaes the term rush to wait , wait to rush really hits u

my mood seems to swing a lot over the weekend
booking out brings out a rush of joy that sustains itself over bout 28 hours
sunday nite bookin really sux to the core
from bout 4plus in the afternoon
u get this immense sense of dread
so much it kills ur desire to do anithing

everytime i come out i feel so darn tired
maybe that explains why i dont really have the mood to blog
but i'll try to maintain this blog

the outside world really seems a much nicer place for the past 6 weeks when im out of camp
haha indulging in simple delights like eating out and watching a movie with friends never felt so good

not to mention the comforts of home and people who dont shout and order you around
just lying on my own bed feels like heaven
walking around town u can see all the eyecandy around
which tekong has a serious shortage of

for now im feeling fine but come 1945 its back to tekong for another week again
SIT test coming

argh what a pain

11:26:00 AM

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